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The Eyes of Innocence
by Jon Mundy, Ph.D.
The
Correction of Perception
A blind man, near where we live, made the headlines in the local
paper the other day. It seems that a horse, whose reins he was
holding, suddenly turned its head. Not seeing the horse, the man was
hit in the head, which restored his sight. Sometimes when we get hit
really hard with a 2x4 called "reality," it can wake us up and bring
“light” to our minds. Sometimes we’ve got to make some big mistake
to understand why the truth is true. Though it’s not the best way,
more people wake up through experiences of crash and burn than in
any other way.
Most of the readers of
Miracles know I went “off Course” last fall and got caught in a
judgment. Fortunately, if we stick with the Course, it brings us
back "on Course" and not just back on Course – it can lead to an
even deeper clarity as to why – the truth is true. I am not bothered
by the parts of the Course that I don’t understand. I’m bothered by
the parts that I do understand. The Course is relentless in its
teaching. It is absolutely uncompromising which is
why it works so well. The Course never gives in, and if you will
do it – it will do you. Once it gets a hold of you, – once the
alchemy of miracles begins to work within, it will work its way
all the way home to God again. The Course is persistent in
trying to help us to see our responsibility in our decision making.
Some Basic Postulates from A Course In Miracles
1. Projection makes perception.
Enlightened beings and mystics being excused, for most of us what we
see is our own projections coming back our way. For this reason, we
don’t see anything as it is in truth. All we see is what we project
– what we judge. The Course says that if we perceive the ego of our
brother, we must be looking through our own ego. Spirit sees only
perfection. everything else, no matter how it looks, everything else
is a fantasy.
2. Perception is a choice. Our ability to choose is, the
Course says, our last remaining freedom. We are at each moment at
choice as to what we see.
3. There is such a thing a true perception.
The Acquisition of True Perception
True Perception is a Miracle .
The workbook of A Course In Miracles is divided into two main
sections, the first dealing with the undoing of our seeing and the
second, with the acquisition of true perception. True perception
corrects the ego’s misperceptions of separation by reflecting the
true unity of the Son of God. This is the complete opposite of the
way we see the world through the ego’s glasses.
Innocence and the Infinite
Infant
Little
child, innocent of sin, follow in gladness the way to certainty.
ACIM T.
21. IV. 8:3.
You can take a baby and look
them straight in the eye, and they will look right back at you
without looking away. How come babies can do that, but you can’t do
it with some adults? Infants come from the infinite. The “in” prefix
of both words means "not," in-finity means “not”
finite." The in of infant also means "not." It comes from the
Latin word fari, meaning “to speak.” An infant is “not able
to talk.” Infants have not yet developed language. They do not yet
have words with which to concretize the world. We move from infancy
to early childhood when we begin to develop words, which are what
gives us a hold on the world.
Prior to the development of
words, the infant – just is. Infants have nothing to hide. They are
present in immediacy. They have no past. They have no guilt. They do
not know about the future. They, they have little to fear. Infants
are mystics, in so far as they have not yet learned to judge. They
don’t even have words with which to judge. They see in innocence.
They just are. I heard a story about a baby who was left sleeping in
a crib in a backyard. While the mother had gone into the house, a
snake crawled into the crib. The child woke up and apparently
thinking the snake was a toy, picked it up and shook it so
continuously and violently that when the mother returned, she found
the child shaking a now dead snake.
Heaven
lies about us in our infancy.
William
Wordsworth
When we change our vision from
the ego's perspective to that of Spirits, we behold a wholly sinless
world. As we see a sinless world, the love God feels for us becomes
us. Correct perception sees innocence, sinlessness, freedom. It is,
the Course says, "The Vision of Christ." What is the Vision of
Christ?
Christ's
eyes are open and He will look upon whatever you see with love if
you accept His vision as yours.
The Holy
Spirit keeps the vision of Christ for every Son of God who sleeps.
ACIM
T-12.VI.4:4
The Body’s Eyes
In the Don Juan/ Carlos Castaneda series, very often when the word
“see” or “seeing” is used, it’s in italics – meaning that we are not
talking about “seeing” with the body’s eyes.
The body's
eyes see only form.
They
cannot see beyond what they were made to see.
And they
were made to look on error and not see past it.
Theirs is
indeed a strange perception, for they can see only illusions,
unable to
look beyond the granite block of sin,
and
stopping at the outside form of nothing.
ACIM T-22.
III. 5:3-6
When I first fell in love with
my high school sweetheart, I remember looking at her and thinking
she could do no wrong. She wouldn’t even know how. She was just
virtue, purity, and innocence. A similar thing happened many years
later when I fell in love with my wife Dolores. When the heart is
open, we see truly. When we are in love, we are happy about the way
we see things. When we fall out of love, we are unhappy about the
way we see things. Innocence has been lost.
The Vision of Christ
The Course talks about The Vision of Christ, the eyes of
Christ, the eyes of innocence, true perception,
right-mindedness and spiritual sight. These words and
phrases are synonyms, -- pointing to the same experience. To have
true perception or spiritual sight is to have perfect vision.
Perfect vision is the vision of Christ. Perfect vision does not see
sin. It cannot see. It cannot see what is not there.
To be in
the Kingdom is merely to focus your full attention on it.
ACIM T-7.
III. 4:1
During the late 1990’s, a
group of social psychologists asked people who claimed to be happy
to provide them with a list of reasons why, they were happy and then
they compared the various lists. One of the things the scientists
discovered was that happy people possess a great ability to focus.
Remember how good you felt in school when you were listening
carefully to a lecture or focused on a textbook lesson and got it
clearly, you felt good. You were happy because you were able to
concentrate and you gained some new knowledge. The Course asks us to
focus our vision in such a way that it goes beyond just seeing with
the body's eyes.
Mystics see mistakes or errors
just as anyone else does – they do not, however, judge the error nor
do they complain about other people not seeing as clearly as they
do. To judge the mistake is to amplify the mistake. To say we must
look at the world with eyes of innocence does not mean that we are
to permit murderers to murder – nor can we allow rapists to rape,
thieves to steal, nor swindlers to take advantage of us. If a person
does not know how to behave in society, society has to step forward
to prevent that individual from bringing further harm to himself or
others. Still, the Vision of Christ sees everything in light.
Christ's eyes are open, and He looks upon whatever is seen with love
– if we accept His vision as our own, we see the same way He does.
This is the only way we can see and at the same time be happy. The
Vision of Christ is in everyone without exception. It’s all a matter
of seeing.
The soul is a poor judge of evil.
To begin
with, she now sees God in other people,
sees the
best in them, and is saddened when others go against their
own best
interests – the great good in themselves. Instead of evil,
what she
sees is ignorance, blindness, and spiritual immaturity.
As Christ
said, “They know not what they do.”
Bernadette
Roberts, The Path To No Self, p. 96
Even if we see evil,
ignorance, and spiritual immaturity, it’s not our job to point it
out. The task is to continue to see with eyes of innocence, even
when miscreant behavior is at hand. The eyes of the innocent see
correctly because no judgment is made about what is seen.
From 1982-1990, I worked as a
Adjunct Professor in the Philosophy Department of Mercy College, in
Dobbs Ferry, New York. Mercy College saw fit to send me to prison.
Thus, it was for 8 years I worked as a teacher inside Sing-Sing
Prison for Men and Bedford Prison for Women. I did not know my
students’ crimes. In fact, we teachers were not to ask our students
about their crimes. If a student volunteered the information that
was one thing, but we were not to ask. I had a student in a course
on The Psychology of Religion at the women’s prison named
Lisa. She was magnificent in every way. She is the only student I
ever gave an A+ to. To receive an A+, you must be extraordinarily
good. Lisa not only read the assignment for the class, she read as
much as she could of the bibliography in the back of the text book!
Of course, she had a lot of time to read – but she also enjoyed it.
On more than one occasion, her cell was condemned as a fire hazards
and the books removed. She then would just start building a new
library.
Lisa always sat in the front
row. She liked to make plays on words and we would often “spar” with
each other with little intellectual jabs. I came to admire her
tremendously. One evening as I was walking out of the prison with
another teacher I asked, “Do you have Lisa as a student? Isn’t she
marvelous?” Then the other teacher said, “You know her crime don’t
you? She drowned her daughter in the bathtub.” I was stunned –
absolutely speechless. What if I had known her crime before I got to
know her so well, would I have come to admire and respect her so
much? I saw innocence in Lisa even though she had (in the past)
committed a horrific crime.
Animals and Innocence
I once
had a cocker spaniel named Joyful. Joyful was so full of joy that
when I would return home after being gone, she would get so excited
her whole body would quiver. Her tongue would hang out and her
little tail wagged so much, I thought it would wear out. When she
was a young pup, she would get so excited she would pee.
Fortunately, she outgrew the peeing but she continued to get so
animated upon my return home that her own body would quake.
Most domestic animals are
innocent of eye, which is one of the reasons we love them so much.
Animals, such as dogs, do not know if the people who care for them
are saints or sinners. There is a story about a prison where they
allowed prisoners to have small pets. A man with a reputation for
being hard-hearted, a prisoner on death row for murder, was given a
kitten. Everyone noticed the compassion, love, and dedication which
he gave to the kitten. When asked why he was so nice to the kitten
while he was so hateful to others, he said that the kitten was the
only thing which ever loved him.
Blessed
are the pure in heart for they shall see God.
Matthew
5:8
Innocence is Truth.
Nothing but truth exists, and right-mindedness sees only truth and
perfection – even behind the mask of ego and separateness. Only what
we create with God has existence. This is all that the innocent can
see. The innocent see only with God. They see only good. We have
true vision or true perception only when our hearts are pure. Any
impurity like selfishness, judgment, complaint, or attack
contaminates vision. We want to be innocent of eye, and the innocent
of eye do not see problems. This can, at times, make innocence seem
too “simple,” too immature, and “naïve.”
Innocence
is not a partial attribute.
It is not
real until it is total.
The partly
innocent are apt to be quite foolish at times.
It is not
until their innocence becomes a viewpoint with universal
application that it becomes wisdom. Innocent or true perception
means
that you
never misperceive and always see truly. More simply, it means
that you
never see what does not exist, and always see what does.
ACIM 3.
II. 2:1-6
The eyes of innocence can
sometimes be naïve. It is better, however, to be naïve,
better to be taken advantage of, than to take the advantage. As Will
Rogers said it, “I would rather be the man who bought the
Brooklyn Bridge than the man who sold it.” The innocent of eye
do not see sin. Of course, they see mistakes. They simply do not
engage in judgment of the mistake. So it is, for example, that a
parent may see a child make a mistake – yet they continue to love
the child despite the mistake.
Just as we are as innocent in
God’s eyes, so we see our brothers and sisters correctly, only when
we see their innocence. When my daughter was a teenager, there were
times she could push me to the point where only ego seemed to rule.
I learned during these moments that the best solution was to turn
around and walk away, and broach the subject another day – a day
when sanity would prevail. Love looks beyond the surface to see the
face of Christ shining back our way.
Walk you
in glory, with your head held high, and fear no evil.
The
innocent are safe because they share their innocence.
And every
error disappeared because they saw it not.
Who looks
for glory finds it where it is.
Where
could it be but in the innocent?
ACIM 23
in. 3
Spiritual seeing extends far
beyond the body’s eyes. In mysticism this is called the Noetic
quality, meaning that in the experience, we come to know
something. As with the ancient Gnostics, the Course says it is
possible to “know” God. God is not just an idea. In two different
instances, the Course says, “God is life.” And in four instances,
the Course says, “God is love.” These sentences are tautologies.
They can be read from the left or the right and they still make
sense. God is Life. God is Love. Life is God. Love is God, and
simple logic leads us to Life is Love, and Love is Life. The more
alive we are, the more we know of love. The more we know of love,
the more we know of God.
Lesson 313 from the workbook,
Now let a new perception come to me, opens with a
prayer and with that prayer, I close.
Father,
there is a vision which beholds all things as sinless,
so that
fear has gone, and where it was is love invited in.
And love
will come wherever it is asked. This vision is Your gift.
The eyes
of Christ look on a world forgiven.
In His
sight are all its sins forgiven, for He sees no sin in anything He
looks
upon. Now
let His true perception come to me, that I may waken
from the
dream of sin and look within upon my sinlessness, which You have
kept
completely undefiled upon the altar to Your holy Son,
the Self
with which I would identify.
Peace,

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